negative-reality

Bob Manson biatch!

16 Watchers42 Deviations

7.1K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

when i thought of you by negative-reality, literature

Literature

when i thought of you

your new sweet scented candle lay before you the crimson wax spilling into a clay jar you made it special when i thought of you last, i spat into a bowl of salt and i know those old shivers ran down your spine just as before i used to lay with you on those cold, gloomy nights i knew it wouldnt have lasted if i tried and now rain is freezing on my window the icicles are breaking in rhythm i am not cold i am not alone i have not cried since the knot untied i have not cried since the knot untied

..... by negative-reality, literature

slain by negative-reality, literature

just a friend by negative-reality, literature

Literature

just a friend

swallowing my insecurities all my dreams lay dead but your voice remains rotting in my head i thought you were the one for me turns out you were just another friend reminiscing on our past it seems that it has gon so fast but the memories will never repeat i thought i would hold you tight through another sleepless night turns out you were just another friend turns out you were just another friend...

pyro by negative-reality, literature

Literature

pyro

Burning alive Flames controlled By your smile You're calling my name You're words are made of fire Wounded cries Founded by denial Causing you to die away Ripping at your swollen throat Smothering your last breath as I Just...stare at you Watch you…hold you in my arms I'm called away Cold and burned by your silence Smile on me Control my thoughts so you can… Make my soul itch for purity Crawl in my veins and Look at me I see…in your eyes The world I have never lived before Look at me The eyes that hold me in so deep and Look at me Steal my soul

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

scars by negative-reality, literature

Literature

scars

these scars run deep in me lies, sorrow, still crying from the fear this will never pass through me memories of all thats passed by my fist breaks through the mirror screams of agony, pain, and distress falling through life stumbling through, calling your name why wont you come back my stress etched into the skin i miss you so badly finding out it was just a game i love you and hate you you are only to blame

fuck you by negative-reality, literature

Literature

fuck you

The light has faded, memories are jaded, our lives are dead, so go ahead, I'll pay for what you did in the end, I might as well just smile and fake it, like I always do, we were lost in the confusion, thinking I was someone I'm not, I should have let you find out, you are perfect in your own mind, believing only yourself, everybody knows you're a hypocrite, you just don't listen, you have no idea who I am, I know me all too well, and I think you should know, I don't believe, and you need to shut your mouth before I break it, you have to lean on me when your sad, but when I need help you walk away, I was there for you, you should have been the

go on by negative-reality, literature

why.. by negative-reality, literature

Literature

why..

You think you're alone You sit and cry, Trying to think Of ways you can die, You just cant take this, You want no more, You hurt way too much, And life is a bore, If only you knew How much I care, If only you knew Your pain I share, I love you too much, You cant go away, If you die, I die too, Its like that every day Why do you do this, Why cant you see, Everyone has pain, It goes from you to me

i hate you by negative-reality, literature

Literature

i hate you

You don't know me you never have. Leave me alone. I hate you, you whore, you fucking bitch…just go away and get used…go and do what you do. I don't care anymore you bitch, for all I care, go kill yourself, I hate you, so get away from me you ass. Just let me be before I have to kill you. A bloody mess, ill suck up the blood, and spit it on your chest you fucking bitch. Hell yeah I don't like you, why the fuck would I write this, you have no soul bitch, just go say you hurt more than I do. You don't you poser, you fucking poser, I hate you, stay away. Go preach to the christians about all you pig shit, how god will help you, and god will guide

Watchers 16

See all

Nero-e-aumentato

krazy-kai

onyxrain

SsuicidalLtendancies

XxXVampireKingXxX

forgive-my-suicide

athenaness

Autumn-Forest

PANTRELOS

fib3rglass

Sanguineocean

Devitears

Watching 54

See all

jerryhazard

lesbianjenni

AngelsDevils15

krazy-kai

aquapell

whorer-movie

Void-W4lker

lullacrie

kimnorgaard

Sylph-Art

ewm

trinket

onyxrain

theories-unspoke

Jaquio

Collection

Favourites

See all

Deviation Spotlight

sunset by negative-reality, visual art

sunset

negative-reality

About negative-reality

See all

United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

Badges

My Bio

Favourite genre of music: death metal, emo, rock, alternative, progressive

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

way too many to list

Posts

See all

negative-reality

Nov 25, 2005

since then..

0 min read

a lot of things have happened in the past month... turkey day was mmkay, mom forgot to turn on the oven so we couldnt eat till eight tho. quite funny.. my uncle is stealing from people for the money to buy crack...again. so, he'll probably go back to jail i think i'm failing either all, or three of the four of my classes everytime punk walks by he stares at me..dunno if its cuz i'm funny lookin or if he just knows he can make me think about it..dunno, from the summer two years ago, he sure has found out a lot of stuff about me. broke it off with brad, dunno if i regret it or not. i'm leaning towards not, but i still wanna be friends...an

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

negative-reality

Nov 15, 2005

onyx

0 min read

the onyx in your eyes is showing, darling... steel only bends when it's red hot... the stolen rubies you once cherished... were shattered into dust... scatter in the wind... your hair flows so elegantly... it fits you, darling... i see you laying in your leaf bed... your new, oak leaf bed... the onyx in your eyes is showing, darling...

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

negative-reality

Nov 12, 2005

hip hip hooray for ericka

0 min read

ericka, i love you, you are the coolest person i have ever met, i love how you always date child molesters and rapists. i love how you think you are the best person who ever lived. i love how you assume everything i say is serious. i love it. i really do. i love seeing you everyday, i dread the day you move far FAR away. i love how you think i am worthless, i love how you think i am fake, i LOVE how you think my friends mean nothing. and i absolutely love how good you are at playing the flute. you know, last chair ain't that bad...since you probably tried your hardest when he chaired you... i love your best friend, i love traitors, i love

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 146

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

tribalkitty

Sep 3, 2007

Hey, I'm just giving you a heads up saying that I've moved onto a new DA account. It's [link]. I won't have much of my old photos on there, but it will be something I made.

Take care.

Vampirella87

Jul 8, 2007

_{Hey there

How are you?}

Nero-e-aumentato

Feb 9, 2007

Hello I havnt heard from you in ages You should really concider getting your ass on

Devitears

Aug 1, 2006

Hey girl what up??? I miss you like Crazy. I have a mohawk now...and am in a really good band. Wella hit me up some time...later girl.

AngelsDevils15

Dec 3, 2005

_¶¶___¶¶
__¶¶___¶¶
__¶¶___¶¶
__¶¶___¶¶
___¶¶¶¶¶_________¶¶¶¶¶
_________________¶¶___¶
_________________¶¶¶¶¶
_________________¶¶_¶¶
_¶¶__¶¶__________¶¶__¶¶
_¶¶__¶¶
_¶¶__¶¶
__¶¶¶¶__¶¶¶¶¶¶
___¶¶___¶¶
________¶¶¶¶
________¶¶_____¶¶¶¶¶
________¶¶¶¶¶¶_¶¶__¶¶
_______________¶¶¶¶¶
_______________¶¶_¶¶
____¶¶¶¶_______¶¶__¶¶_¶¶__¶¶
___¶¶__¶¶_____________¶¶__¶¶
___¶¶__________________¶¶¶¶
___¶¶__¶¶_¶¶__¶¶________¶¶
____¶¶¶¶__¶¶__¶¶________¶¶
__________¶¶__¶¶
__________¶¶__¶¶_¶¶¶¶¶¶
___________¶¶¶¶____¶¶
__¶¶_¶¶____________¶¶
_¶__¶__¶___________¶¶___¶¶¶¶¶¶
_¶_____¶___________¶¶___¶¶
__¶___¶_________________¶¶¶¶
___¶_¶__________________¶¶
____¶___________________¶¶¶¶¶¶_____
IF U GOT THIS THAT MEANS UR ADORABLEY CUTE! BEFORE YOU GET ALL CONCEITED SEND THIS TO 10 OF UR FINEST FRIENDS... SHOW SOME LUV.....

AngelsDevils15

Nov 14, 2005

Thanxx for the friend add!!

negative-reality

Nov 19, 2005

you're very welcome!